what if there is a city, life in the snowglobe you use as a mere paperweight?
what if you are being observed in a petri dish as well, just like the one you used this afternoon in biology class?

human minds cant grasp ideas/perspectives like these,
just as they can't grasp extreme statistics because they are just numbers. the true reality is far too complex for our brains to comprehend.

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also, today in church, there was a sermon about sacrificing. immediately afterwards, there was a second collection for offering, after we were all feeling guilty for not sacrificing enough. i realized how much strategy/marketing/manipulation could possibly bebehind the scenes, even in our church. how much blind following there could possibly be. i mean, my church is pretty materialistic. but i don't know, i still want to trust them.


it makes me wonder what else could be an illusion in my life.